wow.

Last night was quite possibly the best night EVER!!!!! The crew just rocked my face off!

Ok so John had to cheer Cortney up, then I went to go get ice cream. Then the action started. Cortney, Amy, Jessie, Doug, Rory, Kenneth, Phillip and Daniel all met at outback for dinner (even though I already ate AND had dessert... but you know me lol). Amy and I took silly pictures, and all she ever wanted was a spoon, bless her little heart. Then the outback people sang to cortney for her birthday. After that everyone headed over to Club 180 (cortney & amy's house) to play some Cranium. WOOO!!! Girls v. guys and WE WON!!! Rock out. Then everyone left and that's when it got crazy.

Earlier, at dinner, Rory came in and held up this black thong with "AXE" printed on it as an advertisement. *I would just like to commend the pure brilliance of whoever thought of that. Advertising on women's underwear and leaving them on cars. Woah* He had found it on his side-view mirror. So once everyone left, the girls and I were just sitting around and someone came up with the brilliant idea to put MORE underwear on rory's car. So we got one of Cortney's old ghetto pink sequined bras and wrote "YOU GOT BRA'D" on it and we drove to rory's place and put it on his car and took a picture of it on his car.

Then we got back, and apparently Cortney and Amy had some sort of prank revenge they had to take out on John and Nathan. That was our next project. They grabbed some plastic forks, Cortney gave me the camera, and we all headed down the street to John's house. I was kind of sceptical about taking pictures of the whole thing, because I thought they would see the flash. So Cortney, Amy, and Jessie start forking the yard and rolling the one little baby tree out front and I took two pictures. I was sort of over by Nathan's truck where no one could see me but I could still get pictures. All of the sudden I hear the front door and all three of them start running! Cortney and Amy ran over behind Nathan's truck where I was and Jessie ran the opposite way. I think Cortney even fell. Then BAM John was standing right over the three of us and I started laughing SOOOOOOOOO hard. It was classic. The look on his face was great. Then he got Nathan to come look and it was just soooo funny. Then john ran and got ice and started running after us but he had to go back to his house, lol. Oh man. So when we got back to cortney and amy's we turned on the sprinklers in an effort to deter any counter attacks. We kept hearing noises all night and it was freaking us out!! But I think the return attack is going to be more surprise than that. Those guys are way too devious and determined.

The fun doesn't end there, however. We got back to the house and we got on a random screen name and messaged rory. "Hello. I think you need to see this." Then we sent him the pic of his car after it had been "bra'd." Quickly we signed off. Five minutes later rory called me and it was SOOO hard not to laugh, and I did end up laughing a little bit, but somehow convinced him that I had no clue what was going on. I got on my screen name and the *other* screen name and finally he figured out it was us. His first guess was Amy the Canadian. Lol. Man, so so so funny. My throat is sore cause I laughed so much last night. And this morning is just the best feeling ever!! I love my girls and everyone I saw tonight!!! You guys make my life fabulous!!! And next year is going to be wonderful! :)

Well, I don't know what is in store for today, but if it is anything like yesterday, then I can't wait!! Love!!!!

Well finally that concert is over. It was long. Thanks for coming everyone and sorry it lasted until like 10:30.

Man, I just feel weird right now. I feel like I don't belong here and like nothing is going right lately. I don't feel like I'm good enough here... I am not the typical UGA girl. I'm not typical in any way I guess. I just get the feeling that for some reason I am unapproachable... or boring or something. I just feel very alone right now and don't know when that's gonna look up. I don't know what God wants from me right now... I don't know what I am supposed to be doing. I really wish I could be moving to New York right now. I need some kind of progress; some movement in my life in any way. I feel like i'm in such a rut.

Someone save me. Man, I have always had confidence in myself, and I still do.... I wouldn't change anything about me for anyone. But I think I'm the only person that sees me like that. I'm too complicated or something. I think i scare people away and that makes me so so so sad. I feel a million miles away and no one seems to feel like walking.

Is anyone out there??????????????????

If someone could please explain to me why nice girls are completely overlooked, that would be great. Thanks.

As for updating on my life, I hate research papers, I hate presentations, I hate econ finals. I love the massive amounts of candy in my dorm, no more recital, 85 degree weather, my apparently naturally curly hair (who knew?!?!?!), not having a lesson this week, waking up late, talking to lindsey, athens stars, matt bivins sunday, the "crew," and my new toothpaste. I just happen to like things such as new toothpaste, new shampoo.... mostly anything that's new and makes me clean. Yum. Speaking of yum, I have mostly given up diet coke. I decided that aspartane was a bad idea afterall, and I am gonna have to say it is quite nice to go back to normal Coke. Dear Coke, I missed you. Love, Molly.

Sleep....

later.

Well....

Bad news first. I HATE SCIENCE PROFESSORS. Every English professor I have ever had just looooooves my writing style. Every science professor does not. They hate it. Boo them, they make me really really really angry. Bah.

On another note, as I was walking out of Ohouse yesterday some guy yelled out the window at me "D@#* baby got back!" Lol. Yay for my butt. Yeah right. Oh well lol!

Last night I went to Carmina Burana at Piedmont college with John, he did so well and the whole performance was really good! Cortney was hott when she performed in it at UGA too!

Well.... two more weeks of this semester left and I am ready for it to be over!! and YAY maymester!!! K i am out! bye....

i forgot i had a paper due monday and right now that mostly just makes me angry.

Having the time of my life....

Life is just nice right now. Fairly simple, because I choose it to be. It could be way more complicated; but i love the way everything is. I'm loving it!! And this weekend is going to be really fun (maybe even G Day....) and next week should be a breeze compared to the last two.

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. :) Sleepy :)

Wow I haven't updated in forever.

"Every day that you wait is just another day you'll never get back"

What a long day, a long week, long semester. I am glad that it is coming to a close, but at the same time, it has been some of the most wonderful months of my life. I can't even begin to express how blessed I have been with all the people in my life. Everyday I cannot help but be amazed.

Last night I realized the extent of my blessings. God has given me more love in my life than I could ever ask for, or even deserve. I think there is nothing more I have ever wanted out of a friendship, than I have already found. And last night I was simply amazed at all the kindness and gentleness (if thats a word) that God could put in one person. Today, I feel as if there is nothing more that I could ever need in life than what I have already been given.

Well, I am going to sleep....

Oh yeah and one more thing, oh how I love my little brother!! just want you to know that sam, if you read this... :)

I do love my girls, and I am so thankful to have them in my life!!

So, awesome. My name is Molly, I love to act retarded without warning. Man, I try sooooooo hard and have become so good at just relaxing, and taking things as they come. Sometimes however, I act like such a girl and it makes me so angry. It just happens and it doesn't happen very much. However this weekend I completely over-reacted to something, and I am not very sure why. Then yesterday I was just like "what the crap am I doing?" and realized I misunderstand everything and am, yes, completely retarded. But whatever, it's all cool now.

Last night I had went to Passover Sedar with my family and it was soooooooooooo much fun. Seriously. Ask me for stories, lol. It was good to see my mom and my brother (who had disappeared for a week to pledge his fraternity), and hopefully I get to see them and my dad too this weekend. Friday I have the Phi Mu Alpha formal to go to at the Botanical gardens, and I am getting excited about that. It'll be a lot of fun! Then Saturday I am leaving for home.

Athens can be so peaceful sometimes. I have decided that my new favorite road is Milledge, past the loop going away from campus. I love driving there at any time, especially at night though. For some reason just seeing all the fields and clear view of the sky and the winding road just makes me want to drive forever, if only it would all be that gorgeous. It's like the drive to Savannah, my favorite drive in the world. Miles and miles of open road with fields everywhere you look. My family always used to make the drive late at night. One weekend, I wanna just sleep all day Friday or Saturday and then spend the night driving to Savannah. Even if I don't stay there, I just wanna drive around. Maybe walk out onto the beach for just a minute. Or a long time. I've always wanted to spend the night on a beach somewhere... the Tybee Island beach is kind of ghetto though so I don't if I would want to pursue that thought there. Lol.

Well, goodnight. Sweet dreams all....

Well, i guess it's been a while.

Lately I have just been enjoying life, taking things as they come along.

Last night I went to six flags. Derbies played for a while, then we had free time in the park. However, we only got to ride one ride (acrophobia... really awesome) and were almost going to ride superman, but they closed the ride while we were in line. OH well. Maybe I can go back soon... I haven't been in a while and there are a lot of new rides I want to ride! But it was fun anyway, hanging out with John and some drumline kids, and then Amy and Katy found us too. In any case, I had a lot of fun hanging out with everyone!

I wish my contacts would come in!!!! I just want to see again without my glasses, lol. It's getting really annoying and I like wearing my glasses every once in a while, but not all the time. What sucks is that I am going to have to wear them to the Phi Mu Alpha formal, and maybe even my recital, lol. Grrrr!! Oh well, soon enough!!

Well....... ok. I'm boring this week! Sorry!