Wow. Ok this has been a really really bad week. I have really awesome friends, though. But man, this semester has just gotten off to a rough start. Do you ever just feel off? I don't feel like my normal self. And I take it out on everybody. Mostly one person. I'm really sorry.

Blah. Hopefully Savannah will help. I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE Savannah. I pretty much grew up there. I couldn't tell you one street name but I know every nook of River Street and all the little sights around my grandparent's old house. It's so nice to be somewhere old. Somewhere that's not stucco. Somewhere where buildings are made of bricks and real wood and stone, and there are old gray fountains and the best trees ever. And good food.

This semester seems so long. I already have so much stuff to do.

Leave me happy comments. Or just something nice.

So, I have decided just now that I really don't feel like reading about music history tonight, nor do I feel like reasearching the scores we were supposed to research. So- game off. Game on for watching tivo-ed Sex and the City.

For all of you out there who have some odd affinity for pop culture (like I do) I MUST recomend VH1's I Love the 90's (Part Deux). It freaking rocks my face off (i.e., game on). Michael Ian Black is sooooo funny. Anyway, so this show makes fun of everything I ever thought was cool back in the 90's. Anything I ever wore, listened to, thought about, or pretended to know something about is on this show, and all these B and C-list celebrities (although John Mayer was on there for the original I Love the 90's ) discuss it. I can't explain, I just know that Michael Ian Black (formerly seen as the crazy bowling employee on the show Ed) is the funniest guy ever. Also funny= Mo Rocca, Dave Navarro, Ben Stein and a bunch of other people but I don't know their names. But they go through each single year and make fun of everything, especially Michael Bolton and Titanic and Vanilla Ice.... etc.... in the '91 episode however they did make fun of the Tamahawk Chop, and I was sad.

Alright, that was a really crappy description. Just watch it. It's good for you.

Also good for you- watching TV instead of reading for class. It works for me.

21 in two days!!! Game on. For those of you who know me, don't be alarmed- game on in this case does not mean game on. That's right, I am a loser. But I like it. Thanks, and goodnight.

Sometimes I forget how to just have peace with myself and my life. It is much harder than it would seem, to accept your blessings and be content with what gifts you have been given.

Tonight I have just made my new year's resolution to be simply thankful. Complain and worry less. Have a purer heart. I think if I can do this, whatever happens will be ok. Or rather, I will be ok with whatever happens.

Goodnight.

Well, it's a Friday night.

Staying all alone on a friday
Laying on the floor looking back on old love
or lack thereof....

First friday in Athens without Redcoats in what seems like forever. Feels weird.

Gorgeous day today. I opened the windows at my house and everything just felt clean. It was relieving. I tried to research grad schools today. I have no clue where to start, and I mean zero clue. I'm not ready to go teach, I don't know what I want to do, I don't know if I want another degree, or where to get it from, I don't know where I want to live, and I definitely don't know how I will pay for ANY of it. But I know I have to go somewhere after I graduate, and make something new of myself. That's all I know.

It would be so much easier if I wanted to be a doctor or something. Undergrad, Med school, residency, hospital, bam. done. Musician? nope- NO PLAN OR LOGIC ANYWHERE. Fabulous.

I'm jaded,
I hate it.

I want a mac. Not because I use any fancy programs or anything, but because I have more respect for Apple than for dell or IBM. Why? I don't know. But, I will gladly overpay for their products- that's how much I like them.

Again- bored.

I'm tired of being alone,
so hurry up and get here.

Yay Meghan is coming over: end of boredom.


*PS- how bout that integration of narration and john mayer lyrics? Seamless or what? Ok fine, cheesy... i like it. Game on.

Continuation of movie reviews:

Closer- Wow. I have never been so uncomfortable in a movie. Ever. Excellent actors, ridiculously uncomfortable and unecessarily vulgar script. They used one of my favorite songs ever to open and close the movie: "The Blower's Daughter" by Damien Rice. I've been in awe of this song for about a year now. Back to movie review: I would not pay 7 dollars to see this movie. Or 2.

*End of Movie Review*

As for other things- what a start to the semester. Mondays and Tuesdays- all day classes/lessons. I played bari sax for the first time today and I LOVE it. Playing the low A is so fulfilling. Also, I think the bari sax and I weigh about the same and are about the same height. Excellent. We are twins.

Goodnight.

Molly's Movie Review (Of movies seen in the past month or so and in no particular order):

Spanglish- wanted to punch the tia leoni in the face

Lemony Snickets- jim carrey was cool, costumes and cinematography more than cool, music pretty awesome, snakes were cool, irish guy was cool, so i guess overall cool. plot, less than cool.

Phantom of the Opera- i am such a girl. if you also are such a girl, you will enjoy this movie. also i like opera and ghost stories, so game on. have never seen the broadway version, so i can't tell you whether this one does justice

Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou- i like weird movies, and this one is pretty weird. owen wilson and bill murray make me laugh in a "this is so weird" kind of way

Ocean's 12- yay julia roberts!! oh how clever those hollywood writers are. side note- can you end a sentence with a verb?? movie was great i thought, perhaps rivalling the first. yay brad pitt.

*End of Movie Review*

If you disagree or would like to submit your own review, please do. Will be seeing "Closer" tonight. Will report back.

Also have determined that, yes, my former future-husband John Mayer is no longer my future husband after seeing an iterview with him last night on the late late late show. If you must know the break-up details, you will have to ask John Mayer himself. Oh well. Any ideas for a new desktop background? Thanks for your concern, and goodnight. And also happy new year.