*happy birthday to mew, john!* hope you had a great day, you deserve it!

This week was great- i miss the 534, the list, and my de-lux ladies. Shoo. Also miss: the pool. Lol. What a tought job. I am definitely applying again next year. I made so many new friends, it was great and exactly what I needed!

Today was weird- home finally. Decided to clean my room. This will take a while. I also have to take on a new role, being at home. It's a tough one. I can take it though. I've been able to before, although this roel promises to be much more difficult.

Blast, I never meant for that to be seen today. That stuff only happens to me. Want to erase time.... want to erase many things...

I need to write a book about my life. It would sell. Then I would no longer need to worry how i am going to pay for living in new york.

must say- i love my summer flings.... with tv shows that is. Last summer I watched felicity every night. It was awesome. I will buy it on DVD someday. This summer is shaping up to be Sex and the City on TBS... also blockbuster when I get my paycheck, lol. I never watched it when it was on HBO, but I have recently discovered that when my best friends are overseas and at camp all summer, the girl talk is exactly what I need. Also- set in New York, main character is an author, ends up working at VOGUE. Yay, I like to live vicariously through fictional characters. Two years. That's all I have to say.

Man, need a cheap ticket somewhere. I'd even go to Kansas. I always wanted to go to Kansas. Just cause everyone says it is so flat, and I ahve no clue what that looks like. I want to be able to see a what a flat horizon looks like. Even if they say it's boring, I still haven't seen it, and I want to. But, like I said, give me a cheap ticket anywhere... just dont want to be in this state right now.

Last night went to a party, and actually enjoyed it. Stayed for a while. Talked. And went all by myself too. Nice to be able to be on my own I suppose, I always drag friends around. But this summer I've discovered that I can fend for myself. Not that I don't loooove having my friends around ;)

Well... I need to email Lindsey. Really need to email her. ~love

ps- back in lilburn, call if bored... i promise i am bored too. or at the new pool. either one